I am really tired today but I couldn't sleep...
All these negative thoughts about the past is creeping up again. They have been affecting me everyday.
I can't seem to get rid of them.
I really need to tell someone and let them out.
I need to cry it out but I can't force the tears out.
Why did I assume it was for me?
Why did I give myself this false hope?
"Everything will be alright."
Nothing is alright right now.
I feel like punching things, throwing things, screaming in the middle of the night.
I feel like I am having an emotional breakdown leading up anytime.
Yet, I am unable to release them.
Fuck, this fucking sucks.
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