Early mornings...

Lately, on my days off, like today. I am up fairly early.
It may not be 7am or 8am but still better than 12pm.
It may be my sickness, I don't know.
Usually I just sit in my bed and check emails, browse around for an hour or so.
Right now, most of the time is just thinking back the past, wishing and hoping for the future.
How much I missed out on little things that don't seem to matter.

The saying was right,
"You don't know how much something's worth until you lose it."
If I ever get it back, I would never let it go.
Every morning, I would think she would be beside me.
I would stare at her sleeping face with a silly smile.
To me, that's love.
Waking up with you beside me every morning.
Comfortable, relax, happy, secured.


Right now, I can't give any of that.
My state, my future, my attitude is not secured.
I can only work to achieve those for myself before I can offer those.
Until then, I am on my own.

Makes You Think: 4

In America, yes USA, idiots like to streak or run around in a field during a sporting event like baseball or golf or football or tennis. I call them idiots because they will ALWAYS get caught whether they are tackled down or the newest one: tasered down!

Poor guy was running around during a professional baseball game and the security decided to pull out a taser gun and taser the idiot. Sure he'll get his 5 mins of fame and the highlights on sports channels but he didn't think he'll get tasered!

Anyways, a guy going streaking will get tackled down or worse tasered! If a girl goes streaking, will she get tackled down? If she did, can she sue the person for sexual assault?