2NE1 - 그리워해요 (MISSING YOU)

My favourite K-girl group is back with a beautiful and sad ballad.
The video is nothing flashy like their other videos.
You can feel the emotions from their stares and background piano.
A simple yet powerful piece.
CL's nude scene is not a sex appeal but more of an emotional symbol.
In the background, "If our love cease to be, that is the end of my world for me."
That's the pain and feeling of missing someone you love(d).
The world you once enjoyed and loved has fallen apart.
All that is left are hatred and sadness.
Only happiness comes from memories of the past.

The one below is with English lyrics. Awesome thanks to www.kashigasa.com for translation.

2NE1 - Missing You MV [Eng/Rom/Han] HD by LoveKpopSubs

Faith in Happy Family Restored

I don't know too many families with young kids on a personal level.
I would say two friends only.
Since working with Mr. Cho, I feel alive with his stories about his family.
His daughter of 3 years old, Emma, is super cute.
Very shy but smile at us when we said hi to her.
Mrs. Cho is a very nice lady.
Everytime I listen to Mr. Cho's stories, I can feel the happy family.
His wife supports his expensive hobby and willing to compromise; that's really important in a family involving financial decision. Seeing his exciting smile, you can sense the happiness.
He loves his wife and willing to give her anything she wants.
Granted, he said she doesn't ask for a lot of things.
Still, that's love right there.
Compromise, understanding and care.
Both of them care about their daughter unconditionally.
He was letting Emma used the headset today; she kept saying hi to us. She is super adorable and beautiful.
Emma wouldn't even lend Mrs. Cho $1, that forces Mrs. Cho to break $50 bill. It's cute but frustrating to experience.

I would say they are a model family to look up to.
I honestly feel if there is a great family to shatter the poor portrait of current society in families, his family would for sure be the one.
All his stories, I can feel happiness and love. Family love.

If and when I have a family, I would do what Mr. Cho does.
Gives my wife anything she wants.
Do my best whether the baby is boy or girl.
Compromise, communication and care.
All I want is a happy family.
Who cares about being rich.
I think money is a substitute for people's void.
Emotional voids. Feelings. Attentions.

Diamond ring

Working at drive-thru, I came across a lot of people everyday.
I notice a lot of women have a nice diamond ring on their fingers.
Different size, different brightness.
The ring symbolizes eternity; not wealth.
I hope one day, I can give one to my woman.

Early mornings...

Lately, on my days off, like today. I am up fairly early.
It may not be 7am or 8am but still better than 12pm.
It may be my sickness, I don't know.
Usually I just sit in my bed and check emails, browse around for an hour or so.
Right now, most of the time is just thinking back the past, wishing and hoping for the future.
How much I missed out on little things that don't seem to matter.

The saying was right,
"You don't know how much something's worth until you lose it."
If I ever get it back, I would never let it go.
Every morning, I would think she would be beside me.
I would stare at her sleeping face with a silly smile.
To me, that's love.
Waking up with you beside me every morning.
Comfortable, relax, happy, secured.


Right now, I can't give any of that.
My state, my future, my attitude is not secured.
I can only work to achieve those for myself before I can offer those.
Until then, I am on my own.

Time

Time is continuously moving, even though humans created the concept of time.
However, it seems like I am always behind time.
I am lagging in terms of time.
I am always missing opportunities.
Wrong timing with planning.
Wrong timing with people.
Wrong timing with love.
When we look at time, we are already behind.
When we look at time, time is already one second ahead of us.
I am lagging more and more on time.
People on TV whom I used to watch as a kid pass away one by one.
People are getting engaged and married.
People are having kids.
Yet, I am still sitting here looking back at the past.
Lagging in time.
I don't know how to catch up.
Right now, time is against me.
Timing is everything.
I hope I can catch up.
I need to the strength to go on.
When I do catch up, I hope I am not too late.
Time does not wait for people.
Some people do not wait for people.
Only I am stupid enough to wait.

>>>Love

It seems like I am the person who always love more than the other.
If there is a girl out there who is afraid to lose me as much as I am afraid to lose her, I would marry that girl.
I just want a girl who is willing to chase me back, whether it is after fights or upset situations. Because deep down, I will always forgive her if she makes the equal amount of effort.

Faithfulness or Stupidity

Are you or have you met someone who love a person and never stopped loving them since breaking up, until you found out that she loves someone else.
No matter how many time she has hurt, excluding cheating, and left you. You would still take her back.

Are all these acts of faithfulness or stupidity? Some may say I am stupid for unconditionally loving her. It is fine. If this is stupid, I rather be stupid. Hopefully, one day, a girl will fall in love with this stupidity and stay in love with this stupid person.

Holiday Wishes

Not asking for much, maybe I am.
This holiday, I wish the homeless people will get some warm clothes if not a home.
Those who are in love, stay in love.
Those who are looking, found it.
Those who are looking for jobs, found them.
Those who are struggling in life, don't give up.
Life is a bitch, I know, so suck it up. I know I am.

As for myself, I don't need any materialistic things to make me happy.
Happy holidays!!!