I don't have summer school, I don't have homework, I don't have exams.
I don't care too much about work.
Yet, my body is telling me I am stressed.
I eat less. I lose my appetite easily. At least I eat less like a pig.
It should be a good thing.
However, it comes as a price.
Mentally, emotionally, I am in the dumps.
Everyday, I watch Running Man just to make myself a bit happy.
Every night, I looped my YouTube playlist to fall asleep.
I am coughing up a storm everyday.
I think depression is coming back again.
Right now, I don't have anything to look forward to.
I look at my phone for no reason.
Hoping for the impossible.
Everything is routine.
I feel... depressed...
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Monday, September 13, 2010
Waiting...
Sometimes, waiting takes majority of time.
Waiting for browser to load, download, upload.
Even applications for jobs and school, it takes a lot of time to wait.
Don't you wish sometimes they can just give you a feedback whether it's a yes or no immediately?
All these waiting/pending period is seriously throwing out a lot of my planning.
Waiting for browser to load, download, upload.
Even applications for jobs and school, it takes a lot of time to wait.
Don't you wish sometimes they can just give you a feedback whether it's a yes or no immediately?
All these waiting/pending period is seriously throwing out a lot of my planning.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Exorcism
19Jan2009 Friday - Really Foggy
I got off school early today because the whole class decided to skip the coffee break after lunch. To me, it doesn't make a difference because I solemnly take the afternoon coffee break. I just keep working in the shop. At 2:30pm, we are ready to leave but I don't want to leave. I want to stay and keep working. That's probably the first time in my school life that I said, "I don't want to go home."
Early in class, my classmate asked why I am so hardworking, am I being possessed? - I was looking at the textbook the entire time - I felt offended actually. Why can't I be hardworking? Just because he doesn't do his homework and read the textbook during class doesn't mean I can't. I want to figure out the different numbering system for different bolts and screws. I want do something great and be an excellent AME in the future, is that so shocking?
I got off school early today because the whole class decided to skip the coffee break after lunch. To me, it doesn't make a difference because I solemnly take the afternoon coffee break. I just keep working in the shop. At 2:30pm, we are ready to leave but I don't want to leave. I want to stay and keep working. That's probably the first time in my school life that I said, "I don't want to go home."
Early in class, my classmate asked why I am so hardworking, am I being possessed? - I was looking at the textbook the entire time - I felt offended actually. Why can't I be hardworking? Just because he doesn't do his homework and read the textbook during class doesn't mean I can't. I want to figure out the different numbering system for different bolts and screws. I want do something great and be an excellent AME in the future, is that so shocking?
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