Happy Birthday!

In less than an hour, I'll be over my birthday so I should finish this quickly.
Usually, people have lots of luck on their birthday. Well, I am unusual than most. I am having such a bad day that I am surprised. School project was getting frustrating and I couldn't get the measurement of the dimension right. I was literally telling people to fuck off because I was so frustrated. People are bailing out on my planned dinner. I should never plan because it never goes my way. Is it an bad omen that I'll have a bad 23 with things start out like this when I am entering a new age? Imagine entering 24, that's "die easily" in Chinese culture's superstition.

On the bright side, getting angry at the world has an up side. I am working hard to distract myself from those people. I guess there is some good coming out of this. I am not asking much right now. I just want to sit somewhere quietly and drift off to nowhere, peaceful and not a care in the world.