God = Devil

*WARNING*
Before people get mad at the topic, it's just my thoughts.
If people get upset easily or close-minded, leave now.
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What if Devil is God in disguise?
He uses Devil as a name to tempt us to test our faith?
Or God and Devil are working together to sort the good and bad?
Will He help someone who is not strong-willed enough to fight the temptation?

G-DRAGON ft. 2NE1's CL - R.O.D @ SBS Inkigayo 130929

My favourite song from G-Dragon's Coup D'etat album.
It would be awesome if Lydia sang her part and danced with Quest crew during the performance.

習得性無助 (Learned helplessness)

Borrowed from mbalib.com

習得性無助是指人或動物接連不斷地受到挫折，便會感到自己對於一切都無能為力，喪失信心，陷入一種無助的心理狀態。

　　在現實生活中，那些長期經歷失敗的兒童，久病纏身的患者，無依無靠的老人。他們身上常常會出現 “習得性無助”的特征：當一個人發現無論他如何努力，無論他乾什麼，都以失敗而告終時，他就會覺得自己控制不了整個局面，於是，他的精神支柱就會瓦解。鬥志也隨之喪失。最終就會放棄所有努力，真的陷入絕望。

Kicked out...

Well, mom just barged in the room and threatened to kick me out of the house at the end of the year.
Yelled at me for going out and spend money while staying home and playing video games or internet.
That makes no sense at all.
It's not my fault that they make poor financial decisions without asking me; it's not the first time either.

Life sure is full of surprises.
Time to go house hunting.

4:20am

Once certain things are broken, leave it broken.
Touching it will only hurt oneself again.

Farewell

It seems like I have to leave my favourite diary/blog site.
Xanga, it was a good 6-7 years.
I was glad that I found a place to write private thoughts and personal open thoughts.
Xanga 2.0 won't be the same.
I am not paying to write my diary.
I just started a new place where they recommend.
We'll see how it goes.
Farewell, Xanga.
And thank you.